I see a super great transition, mostly they are in the outreach, but i am going to tell you about mine.
In the middle of August, initially, i felt like why on earth do i keep facing the same problem over and over again. I know that there is something that i have really never overcame that God has been placing them infront of me again, to finish and to master it.
In the beginning of August.. there was a thought that was bad but yet i still think God! During the beginning of the month, i felt like, "where am i going? Forward? Stationary? Maybe?" Basically i just felt the absence of God in my life, i left my desire to grow :(
Then God gave me a problem, it was the same problem that i really hate the most, it is the problem that keeps coming and leaves me without a 'map' and a don't know where to go, what to do.
At that time i was really angry at myself worst of all i was also angry at God. My inner self kept telling me "what are you doing?! Blaming God despite His faithfulness to you all those past times!?" So i woke up. I went straight to pray and to really come to a point where i am so desperate for God.
The next night, things got a little better but still i was helpless, i still didn't know what to do during that time.
To be continued...
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